"Those who bring sunshine into the lives of others cannot keep it from themselves"

Monday, April 5, 2010

April Showers Bring May Flowers

FYI:
it is APRIL. April 5th to be exact.
i looked at the calender today. 
ya know, in the month view 
and noticed something quite frightening.
next month is MAY


umm hi, my name is rachel, and i GRADUATE in may...


EXCUSE ME!
no way. no freaking way. i have a million things to do that i said i would do before i would graduate back 3 years ago when i was a baby squashmore.
i can't graduate in less than 2 MONTHS!! no way! i haven't accomplished haalf of the things on my 'High School Bucket List' i suppose you could call it...

if you haven't noticed. i am a little stressed.
the life i have known for my whole life is going to end and i am starting new. 
brand spanking new.
am i ready for this? 
no. 
yes?
ahhh half of me is so dang excited and ready to get out of high school but the other half thinks i am crazy. the truth is i am going to miss high school!
i have to be responsible. not procrastinate. and be mature. 
wait, whats that?

i don't know if i am ready for this new change.
i mean i am superr excited for college... don't get me wrong.
but i'm not.

ahhhh. this is how i feel.


okay, enough college ranting and stressing.

i met 3 guys from Holland today!
they were running around the track during practice and i heard them speaking a language i didn't understand or recognize, so it couldn't have been like german, spanish, or french,
sooo when they were taking a little break i went up and had a little conversation with them. 

it was fun and they have cool accents.
no, their faces weren't super attractive (i know you're all wondering, because i mean foreign boys! whooo) but they were built. and when i say they were built... they were.
our american boys need to do their work outs if you know what i meann.
but it mean it was a disappointment that they were not like foreign boys are supposed to be. 
which is attractive

but it was fun to talk to them i guess.
they are learning how to be pilots at Falcon Field.
umm hi come visit me. i live less than a mile away from there!!

but thats all i suppose.

today was a good day.

4 comments:

Steph Keeler said...

You even admitted in this post that you are the "Biggest Procrastinator". So ya... and i love you and don't be worried about college! We will help each other not fail and stuff.

Unknown said...

Rach, I love you! When I come up to BYU can you be my friend? :) And p to the s played just dance tonight.... LOVE!

Val said...

Rachhh :/ this made me almost cry! I am scared for my life but yet so excited! How is that? But we HAVE to make the next month and half THE BEST EVER! K? Love youuu!

Rachel said...

I am scared for college and i am only a junior!! And i give you permission to live vicariously throu hme if you have some good bucket list items for me :) haha