blehhh

Let's face it. Its hard to be happy during finals week. Actually, it is hard to do a lot of things... like study, find time to eat or sleep, be a cordial human being... etc. 

But mostly it is hard to keep a good attitude/perspective on thigs (which I try to do most of the time)

when...

• The weather is miserable out there. Really, Grey skies, and a constant downpour of rain. And to top it all of, it's stinking windy out there so an umbrella is useless.
• I still have 4 finals left. 4! There are only 3 days left to take them... oh joy
• Um hi. I am working for 9 hours today. 9 HOURS!! With no break. Yes 11 am to 8 in the freaking evening. Why do I do this to myself?!
• 24 hours of work in 4 days. Yes, those 4 days happen to be the same 4 days that the testing center is open and finals are given out. That's averaging 6 hours a day at work people. DURING FINALS WEEK. Insanity.
• Again with the weather, it is making me depressed. Weird how much weather can affect my mood. I shouldn't let it. I am in control of my emotions!!
• I was feeling very under the weather/ill during both the reading days. Therefore I got not much done. So now I have to get A LOT done. Make up 48 hours of lost time. Love it.

But hey, life is good still... right? Right!!

So therefore I should make a happy list. A list of things that make me happy :)

• the fact that I am going home in... 5 DAYS!
• Cadbury eggs. Good thing I bought those, they are saving my life

Okay, happy list over. Back to finals. Although, it is so hard to focus on finals when all I can think about is how much I have ZERO interest in anything I am studying AND how all I want to do is party with my family AND how I need to buy a car in the next two weeks... 

But somehow I will make myself study. I always do...

Maybe I just stress to much. maybe.