I am speaking in church today. I am nervous beyond all belief. I am nervous that I will make a fool out of my self and speak fast and say really embarrassing things and phrases. I don't speak well or make sense in every day life let alone in public in front of like 5 million people.. And my tummy is all nervous inside. I have been trying really hard to convince myself that I am not nervous and that I am going to be amazing, but who am I kidding!! I just.. I just... am scared.
But oh well. I just need to get it over with.
And, I may or may not have just finished my talk... uhh... yeah. That adds to my nervousness.
AND my talk is bullet pointed. Not written out for me to say exactly what I want to. That means there is lots of room and places for me to screw up.
OY!
Okay.
I AM GOING TO DO SO GREAT!!! And plus, In 80 years, I will not even remember this. So hakuna matata. Calm it down Rachel.
The end.
... ps, thanks for hearing me out.
I needed that...
1 comment:
i talked in church this week too!
trust me, i know exactly how you feel!
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